Hey there everyone, it has been nearly 3 years since I made my last post in kenncole.BlogSpot.com. This has been for various reasons. I could have started back up on there, yet I'm feeling a different air now.
So, I'll start with something of a different air- insight into my emotions. Yes, I've done this times before, but only with my song lyrics... I've had some experiences over the past few years romantically, and not to dive too deep at all- I haven't obtained what my soul desires.
Anyway, I woke up to a text message from one of my homegirls (fully platonic) asking me for a bit of romance advice. She thought a guy she was involved with was going to "friend zone" her and after a little "consultation," if you will, we got to the nitty gritty that if he still wants to get the kitty he may want to friend zone you- but it is definitely a zone with a benefits package. This conversation took its course and after my joking and cunning two sense, I just came clean out- maybe because I've been having a sort of emotional ventilation recently, and just belted out a text novel about what I want romantically. Yes, everyone spurts about what they want in a relationship, situationship, or partner, but mine wasn't exactly that. I shared what I would like to do when I feel right with a woman. I guess I'm what you may call ol' school, a hopeless romantic, or maybe just simply a caring gentleman. All I know is, I started texting and one sentence became an epic about love. The things I'd adore to do for my lady when I have that sincere connection- and I don't think I've experienced that since quite some time before my last post in kenncole. Truly, I may have sabotaged my own happiness or just have not had the correct compatibility in females but be that as it may- it has not happened... YET.
Here I will share how I will treat that female who gives me that Feeling. You know the one when you first meet a love interest and chemistry is so amazing- then you wake up 8 months later and it's still there...
"Well I understand that but there's gotta be people out there like me. Whenever I get a girlfriend... I'm sending her letters. In the mail. I'm sending flowers to her job. I'm calling her just to tell her I miss her. I'll take her shopping and sit in the same 3 stores for 3 hours and let her try the same dress on five times instead of ordering it online and returning to sender when she didn't like the fit. I'll hold her hand when I say things so I can feel her body language instead of guessing what her heart is saying over Skype. We'll take trips and the only pictures will be the plane tickets we post, because we are sharing an experience not documenting photographs. I know she's out there. I just have to meet her first."
As an afterthought- I'm just curious as to if women still desire this treatment. I know I'm not in touch with everything. So just let me know if I'm barking up the wrong tree in my desires.
Sidenote: I am over here jamming to D'Angelo's latest album Black Messiah in my SMS Headphones! THIS is Music!!!
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